July 2024

A Light in the Dark By Alee Richards

The first year of high school brought Iris into a type of privilege she'd never felt part of. But then she found her place. The magic of performing in school musicals and the freedom of the stage opened her up to a new world. Her drama teacher gave her a glimpse of the adult she wanted to be. But, just like in the theatre, when the spotlight is off you, it can be a lonely and neglected existence. For Iris, jealousy and bitterness will grow. For Nina, something more dangerous. Reckless anger and rumours will come to a head. And, years later, there is a reckoning for them all.

Reviewed by An Open Bookshelf

TW: this book features a relationship with a minor/child sexual abuse

Told through two acts, A Light in the Dark is a compulsive coming-of-age novel, with the first act following Iris throughout high school as she finds her passion for musical theatre. When Nina, a shy and self-conscious student in Iris’ year receives the attention and praise from her male drama teacher that Iris so desperately craves, jealousy and bitterness take over. Transitioning to Act Two, we see Iris in her final years of university, consumed by grief and the sickening realisation that there was more to Nina’s life than she knew.

Richards transports us back to high school, with the chaos of school productions and the ruthless competitiveness it can bring, as well as the cliques and popularity contests. Set over the same time as my own high school years, I found this setting easy to connect with, bringing back my own memories at this age. I was drawn to Richards’ exploration of how passion can teeter into obsession and jealousy, especially in adolescence when those emotions are heightened, and Iris’ internal battle with controlling these emotions. Iris’ questionable actions and

mistreatment of others follows her into Act Two, this time intensified during a period of grief. She’s a challenging character to tolerate, but I think this is where Richards’ ability to write such complex, conflicting characters shines, particularly with Iris’ development over Act Two.

With a title like ‘A Light in the Dark’, it’s probably not surprising that the story takes us to some heavy and difficult places. It explores power imbalances and abuse, and the complex responses to trauma and grief. While it wasn’t always an easy read, Richards delivers the light through the ecstasy of musical theatre and female friendship.

Having adored Richards’ debut, Small Joys of Real Life, and now A Light in the Dark, I’m guaranteed to read anything she writes – I’m already holding out for more of her writing.

Rating: 4/5

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